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Just got back from wedding #3. That's a lot of weddings for me. It was a whirlwind week. Cruising from San Diego to Half Moon Bay. Taking down some sangria with Wayne at Cha Cha Cha. Getting stuck in traffic and missing buses. Rolling on Bart and rolling into the wedding group smelling like the Mission. Hanging out with Job. Haven't seen her in 9 years. She goes by Elisabeth now, no more Liz. Forgot that she rented my Mom's place sophomore year. Job is how i know Sara, the bride. I met Pam through Sara. Pam introduced Sara and Todd, the groom. Then Pam married Sara and Todd. To each other, i mean. 3 way marriages aren't legal even in California. Crashed in Bernal, then rocketed to Truckee, but not without stopping for a paella burrito with Csontos in Davis. Visited dealers. Truckee was work, packing boxes, shipping boards, and playing boom blox with joe and liz. 16 hours after arriving, i'm out to South Lake, meeting in Sac which i missed, then Mountain View. Had a couple scotches with Dewey and crashed in Monterey. Now I'm back in San Diego, and the waves have gone flat.

At least weddings are fun. Polaroids rule. Open bar always helps. Open bar + Jameson + Wootang = whiskey fingers and no memory. Maybe I'm just thinking out loud, but I'm starting to think that there might not be anyone i like so much that i'll change my life. Don't get me wrong, I like attention just like anyone else. But I realize it's not specific to anyone. I definitely understand having love for someone. But just because I love a girl doesn't mean i have to marry her. Or start a life with her. Or be with her every second of every day forever. That's just not me. I'm open to the possibility that I may by chance meet a person that changes my mind. But i'm not holding my breath. Again, just thinking out loud. Got some of The Blow, the Lucksmiths, and Erasure on the pizzle mix.