Promise

The weather is moving fast in Truckee, and I like it. If I want nice weather, I'll go to San Diego. When I want snow storms of the century, I want them to happen now, in Tahoe! The clouds are just cruising up there, punctuating moments of sunshine with cold shadows. This tells me the wind is up, which means weather is coming our way! And the temps have dropped nicely. It kinda feels like winter again! I'm actually a bit stoked at the prospect of snowboarding tomorrow. I've been so bummed lately, and drinking heavily. I will admit that I'm not 100% over her. I've literally never been as emotionally damaged before in my life. I still think about her alot, especially because it's like I have more free time now. (Time that I use to work for the company). I try not to think about her with some other dude's hands all over her. Ya know, I'd love to be friends with her. But that's not gonna happen. A friend in Durban, good ol' Mary, told me once: don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened. Mary was talking about the end of her season in Tahoe before going home. But i'm trying to apply that attitude to my case. We had a lot of good times. We're not gonna have anymore, though. I promise. Strangely enough though, I kinda feel like going to parties. I haven't had the urge to party since August 2, 2001. Maybe after another glass of shiraz...

Here's another pic from Jeroen's season. He's got it dialed. Jeroen's livin' in Innsbruck, which is one of my favorite ski towns in Europe. Uh, it's one of the 2 ski towns I've been to in Europe. But I like it! On my to-do-before-i-die list is spend a season in Europe. Realistically, it'd be more like a month. But if I can spend, say, a February in Innsbruck, I'd be that much closer to completing my list.